Well that was probably not a great idea. Not only did I not last even going home (fighting with boyfriend and I eat my feelings) but I also have so many dinner plans this weekend that I probably shouldn't fast right now. I guess I need to start thinking ahead.
My heart hurts today. Part of me wants to break up with my boyfriend and part of me wants to stay with him. I don't know if there is better out there. I've never found it or seen it. But can this be all there is? He's so immature and childish. I don't think I can do it anymore. I am ready for my own place, near campus, where I can just be with my animals. Why do I need a family and a house right now? Why am I comparing my life to someone else's timeline? Why do I choose these situations and then fight to stay in them? Lord, help me!
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